Catch 22
Everything about you that is established, inflexible or clearly defined is just a component of your small personal story.
All your strengths, all your shortcomings. All your victories, all your defeats. All your opinions, all your right and wrongs. All your character traits: Just building blocks of a petty story.
Beyond the story there is no need for stiffness, for rigidness.
Beyond the story the present moment flows calmly from Now to Now.
A part of you likes that, longs for this constantly changing liveliness.
Another part is petrified. Is terrified to question everything that you have been apparently fighting for so long. That you have been apparently suffering for so long.
And so you find yourself between a rock and a hard place. Catch 22.
And now?
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